Cocaine Love

 
You drive me
-Oh my goodness
Theres this boy
And he makes me
Smile all the time-
Crazy
 
My heart wraps itself
Comfortably around the idea
Of us.
Not you and me but youandme-
Us.
 
You take my hand
And I follow
Knowing this is so wrong,
I wilfully give in to you.
You are illuminating like
A star in my sky
But even the brightest star dims
…And then my fear sets in.
 
In hopes to overcome the fear of loss
I grasp onto you a little tighter,
I hold a little longer
I touch a little softer
I breathe you a little deeper.
My affection
May become suffocation
And I am scared
I will will this love to die
Before our eyes
And I don’t know how
Ill carry on.
 
Im scared.